Thinking a lot about leaving, and I realize more and more that I’m gonna miss Michael’s studio so much. Making a new song every night right now, made two last night- and it is so much fun. Just had dinner with my folks and had a well-deserved glass of Merlot. I won’t have the same gear in the States, Vanessa and I will have out iBooks but they are very weak. I wonder what it costs with a new computer, and a Logic… Guess it cannot be my main priority. My economy will be very weak, at least in the start.
Got my lust back for singing a few days back, and it is such a blessing- right now I am longing to practice, to find a place where I am allowed to be at any hour- and just get started. I am leaving in a little more than a week, and I feel so unprepared in a way. I feel that I am just leaving and in some ways I have this sense that I am gonna be gone for a long time. I feel I am leaving a lot of things behind, but in a really good way.
Everybody’s moving on, and so am I.
